Photos, because you asked.

So people keep asking for photos of me and to be honest I don't have a lot of them, I'm not particularily fond of photos even now...but I happen to have had one taken with one of my idols the other day and I actually really like it.

Me at 314lbs...and me 100lbs lighter with Tosca Reno, author of the eat clean diet, body-builder and a person who has been a huge inspiration to me. Can you believe she is 50!!! and can you believe I'm standing with one of my freaking idols!!! (I'm the one on the left...just in case you didn't know)

I look at the before photo and I don't even feel like that was me...I can't remember being that person on the outside, but on the inside she's still alive and well. No one ever tells you that losing the weight is only half the battle then you need to deal with all of the unexpected emotional stuff that comes up...but that's a blog for another day.